Had a lighter skin complection. Complained to me about pain whenever I was brought to Lodz(2008 was beginning stage foir him).
Told me weight increase is unavoidable...pain unbearable...then hoiw he no longer can control weight wgich as a resolt("if" - I have no idea wgat they had in reality going on) exploded...he surevturned within two years or so in Lodz into obese individual before undertaking surgery. There was blah blah on how it should be done immediatelly etc...all this for all the wrong reasons.
Tuesday, February 4, 2020
I dont think psychologist had anything to do with it beyond knowing what will happen with me in Poland
I dont blame her for anything to make myself clear There is nothing in this world I wouldnt do for you, but still you know why this was neccesary for... I dont want to know - I wasted time trying to understand and am unwilling to accept whatever explanation may be even given. I came to Poland because of MKultra case. Then I stayed here with good intentions(like people - really like country) only.
My loving psychologist told me under MKultra - "nothing" if
I would only mention her advanced knowledge of crippling at Legs company.
https://youtu.be/4kI0dBvg-qw dont know what else to say. I just hope you all understand yourself and find peace within. You see, understanding gives one peace. I would feel better knowing you found one even for the price of my total ignorance.
https://youtu.be/4kI0dBvg-qw dont know what else to say. I just hope you all understand yourself and find peace within. You see, understanding gives one peace. I would feel better knowing you found one even for the price of my total ignorance.
Wanna go to disc surgery
- good luck then. Ask yourself why you screwed situation to the point you yourself no longer can answer to.
Tooth implants
whatever is used, your tooth fallas appart like a cube if sugar which you weten.
Chemical powerful enough to break throughselected tooth within seconds.
Not fiction. Reality of which I wad even reminded in Lowitz by group of tourists from UK. One claimed to have teetache in exact spit where my teeth same day have fallen appart.
Chemical powerful enough to break throughselected tooth within seconds.
Not fiction. Reality of which I wad even reminded in Lowitz by group of tourists from UK. One claimed to have teetache in exact spit where my teeth same day have fallen appart.
Was at employment office again yesterday
time was about 1030am. Not available as too many people were there prior ti my visit. Come next day I did and was told by acquaintance involved in MKultra that never was like this before. His friend that had dame luck and had to stop bye three times before being served.
Monday, February 3, 2020
Depression - what is it !!????? And what to do if you ever find yourself in one.
Doctor(with knowledge 100x of psychiatrist - not a biggie, but know I experienced one for the first time due to extremely oppressive regime in what used to be Yugoslavia at age 10 and then for the second and last time when falsely diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia at age 39 - for the first time at age 10 I was told that violence will continue till I will loose will for life and for the second time at age 39 I felt tremendous injustice when accused of something I had nothing to do with - both times I survived and started beating back harder and harder) Auser answers:
Also participated in MKultra - have evaluated me(not once, but on several occasions) if I can'or not
He was more certain in me than what I was. In fact, I wondered where he got courage from(he credited me what was in my opinion with impossible) when subjected to MKultra...http://www.bri.ucla.edu/people/gary-w-small-md
@psychologist(&Poland)
I don't know how much have you realized, but pretty much everything I have done and despite all, I did it seeing it through your eyes for you.
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